1) It's days like today that I am grateful for this blog. Although no one may read it, it forces me to look for something to find positive and on days like today, I need that push. I KNOW that gratitude is the way out of the blues because it keeps me right here - right now. I don't need to worry about tomorrow, I just need to look for the blessings of today and this exercise in public disclosure is just the prompt I need. Thank you Theresa.
2)I made an awesome dinner in the crockpot today. My house smelled so good when I came home from work and it was truly delicious. I am so grateful that I can provide nutritious food for my family. My heart aches for mothers who do not have that luxury.
3) Even though I can't seem to remembe, when I can detach, it is good to know that they are only teenagers for a finite period. That this shall pass and we will likely survive. That there is no such thing as a perfect parent and no one expects such of me (except me). I am hanging onto the hope that I am doing the best I can with love and that the outcome is truly in God's hands.